i honestly am so filled with love today.
love for alot of things, and love for alot of people.
but mostly, love for my sweet little girl... and my sweet husband.
i know i've mentioned it before, but im really clingy these days.
and obviously, over-the-top emotional.
on our date night on wednesday, i sat across the table from jord at olive garden
and just started crying. (dang hormones.)
we talked about our baby girl, and how excited we are for it to be the three of us,
but then we started talking about how different it will be....
and also of how much fun it has been for the last 3 years of it just being the 2 of us,
everything we have been able to do, the friendship & kind of marriage we've built.
thats when i started crying.
i knew it was coming. big changes happen to everyone at some point.
but i cant help but think of how sad i am to say goodbye to "just the two of us".
dont get me wrong: im so happy for this baby girl thats coming into our lives....
i love her already more than i can say,
but i cant help but be sad about closing the chapter on the life we have right now.
cause i know that things will never be the same.
jord, you are my best friend in the whole world.
there are a million things to say about how much i love you and why,
and what i love about you.
but i'll save it for later......
i honestly cant imagine loving you any more than i do right now.
although, i know i will.
here's to you, sweet valentine!
