i have always wanted to go to europe, ever since i was a little girl.
it was that, and swimming with a dolphin, that have always been a lifelong dream of mine.
swimming with the dolphins? check.
so you can imagine the disappointed look on my face when jord said that his dad
was taking him on a guys trip to europe and i wasn't invited.
(he didn't say that, but it was understood). at first i was just jealous, and kind of mad?
but since he left yesterday, and i spent the first night of my entire life BY MYSELF, last night.
now i am just sad.
i dont like being that far away from him.
i dont like hearing every single noise in my house and wondering what it is.
i dont like waking up by myself.
and i sure has heck dont like coming home to a note on my door that says
"rattlesnake sightings in neighborhood, be aware" and
"your water is being turned off all-day tomorrow for maintenance."
please come home soon jord.
i miss you.
love, your really lonely, and paranoid (and terrified of snakes) wife
ps. got this picture on my phone from jord this morning. he's in london today, ireland tomorrow. i guess im trying to be happy for him?